What a Difference 6 Years Makes.. My 6yr "cancerversary"!

I am now an expert in something I never wanted to be an expert in; ovarian cancer. I wish I could say that I didn't know anyone else who's been diagnosed with this disease, but that is not the case. I often contemplate what can I do to help others prevent and survive ovarian cancer. There seems to be no rhyme or reason to this dreaded disease. Even so, I have lots of information and experiences to share with you about it. Though I am incredibly sorry that more women have been diagnosed, I am glad that I can provide some help and support based on my own experience. In honor of those women I know who didn't make it and as a survivor I have a responsibility to make the best use of my life... to help as many women/men as I can ... to live strong with or without ovarian cancer. For survivorship to be meaningful to me it requires a certain level of lasting responsibility.
My world has become broader. I had the pleasure of meeting ovarian cancer survivors from around the country. This year I did a television interview, wrote a newspaper and magazine article, was interviewed for a pod cast, did several health fairs and even contemplated writing a book. I continue to sit on the Board of Directors of the Georgia Ovarian Cancer Alliance (GOCA). I participated in the GOCA’s Survivors walk, GOCA’s Survivors Teaching Students program, GOCA’s 1st annual "Shaken, Not Stirred" gala and the Ovarian Cancer National Alliance "Power is Teal" conference held in Washington D.C. I got to be part of the world in a bigger way than I have before. The woman who started this race is definitely not the same woman who is finishing it!!!

Know your body, know the facts and help spread the word. Support the research, develop a screening tool and help find a cure!

BEAT Ovarian Cancer
B – bloating that is persistent and doesn't come and go
E – eating less and feeling fuller
A – abdominal pain
T – talk to your PCP or GYNE

14th Annual Ovarian Cancer National Alliance Turning Promise into Action Conference

I’m back from the 14^th Annual Ovarian Cancer National Alliance Turning Promise into Action conference, my second one....And yes I'm already planning next year’s. The Doctors gave out excellent and easy to understand info on the latest breakthroughs in ovarian cancer and ovarian cancer research. I met some of the most knowledgeable, and inspiring women. NED the band was awesome. As we danced and sang the night away, I fell in love with another woman’s Gyn Oc.

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What Cancer Cannot Do

Cancer is so limited...
It cannot cripple love.
It cannot shatter hope.
It cannot corrode faith.
It cannot eat away peace.
It cannot destroy confidence.
It cannot kill friendship.
It cannot shut out memories.
It cannot silence courage.
It cannot reduce eternal life.
It cannot quench the Spirit.
             Author, Unknown

5yr Cancerversary

For the past several weeks, I thought about my approaching cancerversary with a combination of reverence, anxiety, grief, delight, and liberation. Sounds crazy, huh? Well welcome to my “new normal” the life of a cancer survivor. When you are a cancer survivor, you have this date engraved in your memory like you birthday, wedding day, September 11, the day Marvin Gaye died.  You'll never forget where you were or what you were doing when you heard the words, "You have cancer." For me that date is March 17, 2006, a kind of new birthday. My life as I knew it would never be the same again, no matter the outcome. I never planned on becoming an ovarian cancer survivor because, like most people, I never planned on having ovarian cancer. When you're a young woman, getting on with your life, cancer let alone ovarian cancer is the last thing on your mind.

Although this cancer journey has been long and some times frightening, along the way I have met many amazing women who I am proud to call sister-friends. Today I will spend time quietly remembering some of those women who didn't make it this far in their journey. We are all at different stages of our cancer journeys, but united in our desire to be there for each other through this rollercoaster ride our lives have now become. From the time I first heard the words "you have cancer", I have been surrounded with love and support. Support I am still humbled by today. From prayers, meals, cards, to those who would sit quietly with me in the chemo room...I have loved it all.

This year I have reached the quintessential 5-year mark where cancers survivors are considered “out of the woods”. (Whew) What helps me find meaning in all of this is a deep desire to give something back, to help others with a diagnosis of cancer. I have a story that needs to be shared so that others will not feel alone in their fight against cancer. So armed with the lessons I have learned from my cancer experience, I look to the future and vow to make the best life I can for myself and those I care about and in the process to hopefully touch the lives of others with some of the compassion and love I was given. The more I do, the more I want to do.

Happy 2011!

I love, love, love the start of a new year! It's something about getting a chance to set new goals/intentions and getting a chance to reflect on the previous year’s good, bad and ugly makes me feel fortunate! And a little self reflection is always good. So here are some of my goals/intentions for 2011 (in no particular order):
• Start an exercise program and stick with it.
• Eat healthier…more beans, greens and fruits.
• Read fifty good books.
• Give a little more of my time to….
You get the idea!

Happy Birthday to Me!!

I always think of birthdays as personal holidays, and I always take a vacation day from work - that's one of my birthday gifts to myself. Since my parents have both passed I am usually the one who celebrates my birthday telling every and anyone who will listen that “It’s my birthday!” and having cake or cupcakes. 
So HELL yeah I’m celebrating! I am another year older, wiser, and more grateful. So…today I’m going to be around people who matter to me, have some cake, maybe treat myself to a massage and a new pair of shoes or two or three who knows (tee hee hee)...It’s my birthday! It’s my birthday! 

Do I smell CAKE or Piece of Cake!!!

New To-Do List

• Sing.
• Smile at strangers.
• Keep learning.
• Notice kindness.
• Eat ice cream.
• Hope.
• Count my blessings.
• Laugh.
• Love.
• Love some more.